My Fairy Tale

                     It's Not Always A Happy Beginning.. But A Painful Ending...

A journey from Like You - Love You - Miss You.

       I don't know where i have to start...

We rarely find it.

Love makes you happy.

Love makes you hopeful.

Love makes you grateful.

Love makes you painful.

Love makes you inspired. 

Love  changes. your life.

Love gives you happiness, pleasure, scars, unbearable pain, wounds deeper the heart…….

Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale.

This is my fairy tale………

Life is a lovely illustration of failures and expectations. My life too depicted the same.

So far everything was smooth sailing. Just then she came into my life as a ray of hope whom I never expected would mean the world to me.

The story was begun when i was 18, where my mind didn't know that what is right and what is wrong.

My life is moving on with the daily routine. I was a complicated person with only anger, frustration, irritation, bad vibes and quite a lot of stupid stuff. Till then I believed that girls were very dangerous and i can't talk with shy. But the one who came into my life changed every thought of mine. 

She was brave, bold and cared no one. When she came into my life how often I forgot that how she came into my life. i only remember how could she stay for here for me..

Life was going on.talking each other for hours and hours and knowing each other one bye one. That strangers turns into a friendship.the days move on with talkings and closeness was gone and crossed the limits and entered into the unknown world love. Starting there is more sweetness and after i  feel that, that sweetness turns into spicy.

After some days the situations was changed and by that situations mind and feelings also slightly changed. I wanted to just talk to her and I tried to think all day for a reason. One call and ending with one word that's all enough for me everyday.we can't even look at each other,but our souls was attached each other.so,I trust and i beleived this love was truthed and i can't even say that this not attraction for me.. I am pretty sure what I am feeling about her. I fell in love the way you fall asleep: slowly, and then all at once. I thought for myself why I felt? I was thinking, thinking for a while.Then I realized I fell for her courage, her sincerity, and her flaming self respect and etc. And these things I do believe in.

Love empowers each other. Attachment takes sides. Love has no time-limits. Attachment is timed.

I am a master at keeping my feelings. Emotionally, I’m done. Mentally, I’m drained. Physically, I smile. My Friend's and my  brother is my only strength more than my family, and she turned into my strength and my weekness apart from all i beleived her as one mother,one sister and one friend. Slightly the situations was changing for her and the day has came that her feeling was turned and came up with words that " I can't Move on ".

I don't know what i want to do further.totally messed up. On the other side my feelings for her are heightened.

That is the reason when rain falls because the sky can no longer handle its heaviness. Just like our tears, it falls because the heart can no longer handle the pain. I thinked that this is not her mistake and not my mistake.I belive this was fate for me and somewhat i learned from her. I can't handle that situation and the days was going on and tears are only part from my side. After that slightly i know that when we cry the feelings are gone with that tears and we can move on.but it can't be easy for me that lossing all feelings on her, so i dont wanna cry.. and that heavy pain turned into my silence ness where i talk more with my friends that changes to i can't talk i can't share my things to everyone and enjoying the pain till now.

Lastly I can tell that to her is i can't forget you and i can't loss feelings on you how you can't forget and you can't loss feelings on your parents.i strongly and madly i believe that you have same feelings with you,and this is not correct time for us.Go on with your decisions and with your life.i can't bother you to come back.i felt only that where ever you are be good and top from all.

I have losed not only you.i have losed one hand who guide me, who teach me and who encourage and supports me and who kept me in good way. only I do one thing for you is praying for you wherever you are to be safe and be happy with your friends and family. By God's grace I Hope you Will Come Back.

LOVE YOU MAA.. MISS YOU RAA..

                                                                  AADI.....